As far as I have stayed in Perth, so many many things have happened. I am not talking about uni but I am talking about Life. Seriously, people. I am sure there are friends who know me so well that they know why am I doing this, why am I angry over it and why am I so not over it. I am like a most questionable girl! It is like because I asked for my rights, because I questioned about why so, because I questioned about this and that¡­and people do not have the patience to answer my questions and just put me away and stick the ¡°irritating¡± word on my forehead. And that¡­.makes me really pissed! If money would to resolve everything, everything, everything¡­.I WILL GIVE. But I have my principles to stand. Why should I pay for it while it isn¡¯t my fault? But people just put the blame to you BECAUSE you question too much. And I seem to be the hardest person to live on earth. Come on man, !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*.

Do I seem like a person who will just tolerate like that? Such a NO, NO. I think friends who know me well enough know that if people push you to eat something which you absolutely do not like, I will and have the courtesy to say, NO, THANK YOU. But there are some other people who will just sit and swallow. People are just taking advantage of you over and over again. It is a small sum of money, and it is not my money anyway, parents paid for everything here. And what they said, just pay if that can shut their mouths and if they are happy with it. BUT, I was like¡­NO!!!!WHY DO I HAVE TOO?

Such a vague entry again¡­I would just like to write down some thoughts. Doesn¡¯t matter if you don¡¯t understand. But what I want you to understand is that, I am not a person who tolerates people taking advantages on me. Trust me, the longer you stay in overseas, the more things you realised and the more true colours your friends reveal.

I am not even sure if I am really happy staying abroad¡­I just felt¡­why people can be so evil and cunning. But I guess we just have to live up like this, welcome to the TRUE WORLD!

Lastly, if you could spare me some time during your prayers, please pray for me.

I think God's wisdom is really what I need and I am sure he has got a well & tremendous plan for me. These ae just mini tests.Amen.